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Well,actually I don't know why I make another post when I was done with the other one like few seconds ago but I went to his blog and read one of his post saying that he might disactivate his account since no one is reading or no one is caring and might open it again if he find someone that cares for him..I was like...looking at it..and starting to thinking...what about me...do you consider what I told you last time...looks like he forgot...heh...I can't believe it...he keep telling meh how no one cares about him...wishing that the girl hen likes would look at him...saying that is he loves her so much he would always watch her...he have no idea that he's hurting meh right now...tsk...I hate it when this happen yeah...so emotional I am..well,can't help it...have always been like this but it's getting hard to keep it in and staying calm....I just wish that he would look at him sometimes...but I think I mig not have a choice...I dnt think he likes meh how I like him...how stupid...

Well,instead of being a post for everyday life now this is a post of emotional problems..well,sometimes...I just wish that he would think about the people around him that host just by seeing him hurts...well,I wanna erased this post but since not much are into blog and not much are reading my crap..hehehe well,I'll let it slide....the joy of being meh isnt it?

I hope I find someone soon..I'm going to be 18 on nov 6 and I havnt find someone that I would fight for,,,damn it...thanks for being there for meh blog,,land sayonara c yah next time...